Hey God,...
Everyone in my life tells me to follow you.. and still I don’t care. All the people that I look up to have given their entire lives up for you.. and still I don’t see the good in it. The one girl I love always listens and is talking to you.. and still I don’t change. My dad begs me to read the bible.. and still I disregard every request. Why? Why God? Why do I not care? Why do I just sit and look upon my life but not change? Why am I such a hypocrite? Why don’t I feel the desire to be in your word day after day? WHY DON’T I CARE?? Is it because I’m lazy? Is it because I’m a bad person? Is it because I’m too caught up in the world? Is it because I’m too caught up in her? I just don’t get it. In my mind I really desire to be this great man of God leading and helping people. But when rubber hits the road I become apathetic and give up. Help me to have faith, help me to put my desires into action, and help me to strive to know you!
always,
looking for answers
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