Dear someone

i want to have a best friend.

someone who will wait for me at lunch. someone to walk with me at school. someone i can tell all my stories to.

someone who i can tell everything to.

i just want someone.

Dear little girl

Little girl, little girl how naive you are right now, so innocent and sweet without a care in the world. In the arms of people who love you and surrounded by friends. Yes, life seems so easy for you. Enjoy it now-take it all in. Enjoy every simple thing-take in the details. Feel the sun on your cheeks and let the breeze hit you. For now it may be easy but we all have to grow up someday. Be careful though, because the world will try to suck you in. They will make you think you have to dress, eat, look, and think just like them. Don't do it. Don't fall for the hidden trap because once you do there is no going back. Hold on to the One who adores you and wants nothing but to guide you. Let Him guide you-let Him be your path. Because when you grow up everything will want to come at you. It's when you decide things on your own-you make the calls and the world will be charging at you- waiting for you to pick up the phone. But, don't do it! Don't make the mistakes we all seem to be making-don't let your life be ruled by an unsteady system. Keep your foundation strong and don't let your tower wobble. For when you come to an end of a string, tie knot and hold on. Hold on tight-hold on to the life of innocence. Don't let a boy or jealousy or intimidation make you let go.

Hold on to what you are living for.

Sincerely me

A Habit

Dear Friend

Our friendship has become a ‘HABIT’.
Even if you take out ‘H’, ‘A BIT’ remains.
Take out ‘A’ still ‘BIT’ remains.
Finally takeout ‘B’, still ‘IT’ remains

Always being as clever as ever.

Problems

Dear math

Yes its me, and I know our relationship has been doing better but to tell you the truth I am getting pretty sick of your problems! What am I Nancy Drew?? Sherlock?? I cant solve ALL your problems. I have my own you know! And you don't even care to help me with those! Find your X? For the millionth time she isn't coming back! MOVE ON! And when you're trying to explain something to me, try using names that people use in this generation NOT Shanickatyrabooya! I wont be able to help you because I wont be able to get past that name! And seriously? WHo cares if Suzy chased Tom! Just because you have problems with finding your X doesn't mean you need to worry about for how long Suzy chased Tom! Leave them be! You really need to stop worrying about people's personal stuff- so what if Lulu bought 93473928749387 grapes! You dont need to know how much she spent! SHEESH! ( though I am a tad bit concerned of why you are friends with people who buy that many grapes. just saying) Go ask her if you care so much! I dont even know Lulu! I dont want to see the points you give me and I dont want to help you find out how much sodium was in the product! I'd like to help but I simply cant. Go get a councilor or something but having a new X everyday or maybe 6 Xs really is not a healthy lifestyle.

Get some help. And then talk to me!

Sincerely me (not your problem solver)

Dear you

I love you,

That's my secret.

No hearts. No pretty drawings.

No poems or cryptic messages.

I love you

Dear God,

I don’t know where to go with this

I have heard so many things

So many different opinions

So many judgments

Pushing and pulling me to go their direction

I’m confused

And at times I’m a little lost

I make mistakes

I make the wrong turns

And I go down the wrong roads

Peer pressure has come and gone

Sometimes I’m scared it will make me

Or it might push me a little too far

Ill make an error that I cant go back on

The delete button would be deleted itself

It might influence me

I worry

Even though I shouldn’t

But yet…I still do

And I don’t know if I can change that

I’m scared of what people might think of me

What if I’m different?

The different nobody likes?

What if everyone hates me?

What do I do then?

When everyone walks out on me?

Where is the hope?

God?

I need some answers…

I know You are always there for me

But it can be so lonely

So confusing

So dim

So…lost

I wonder what people think of me?

I wonder if they even think of me?

I don’t want to fail You

I want to live for You

But…

It can be difficult

I need guidance

Through…everything

Help me.

yours always

Oh how I loathe you

Dear homework, Id like to say that you ruin my life You bring so much stress to me Id like to say that you ruin my social life Considering now I have none Thanks to you

Id like to say that you make me cry Feeling like a bunch of cars were dropped on me Id like to say because of you I get no sleep On average you take at least 5 hours a night Thanks to you

You make no sense And a whole lot of “no sense” Makes things more convoluted Like I’m tangled in a thorny bewildered forest Which leads me to being completely confused This whole stanza probably doesn’t even make any sense Thanks to you

I suppose its not completely your fault You are not the people who offer you up to me Then again its not necessarily their fault After all they have to give you up and its their profession….. PROFESSION?!?!?! Why would someone want a profession that had to deal with YOU?!?! Its quite mind-boggling…

They say we need you

They say your very helpful And you’re all very well worth it

Well I think NOT Your absolutely horrible

And completely vile I hate you And I mean it In fact if I could Id take a gun and kill you

Even if that is not realistically possible I am I can I ought and I will kill ya!

Sigh. Big sigh.

But I guess that’s not what Arborbrook meant when they told us their motto I guess it is something I will just have to live with Even though I wish you were dead...

PS. Hey im not the only one who has these feelings There are many who would like to take the honors so don’t worry you have many haters

Sincerely, your despiser Madison Goetting